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PC 6: Break Away
Break out of the crowd,
Fly against the wind,
Swim upstream
Leap over the fences,
Test your limits,
Soar above it all.
Live boldly,
Dare to dream,
And above all;
Be you.
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PC 13. Misfortune
mis·for·tune
ˌmisˈfôrCH(ə)n/
Noun
   1.    bad luck
   2.    an unfortunate condition or event.
   3.    the condition resulting from bad fortune or ill luck
   "the project was dogged by misfortune"
I can’t.
I can’t do this anymore.
I cannot face another inquiry, another questioning, accusing gaze.
Don’t make me face them.
Their hungry little eyes boring into my soul.
Don’t you understand? I have had so much bad luck.
Every time I turn, I am starting over.
They look at me, hearts hardening, tears no longer falling
Every time I start over, there are changes to be made, rules to follow.
They only see me gone.  Communication isn’t getting through.
Every change I make impacts them.
All the fates are fighting against me, against us.
They don’t understand it’s for their good.
All they hear are excuses for failing yet again.
They don’t under
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PC 12. Insanity
Aren't you going to bed?
No.
Why not?
I don't sleep.
Never?
Sometimes.
When?
You know that exhaustion you get after working all day plus overtime, then doing a full work out, including cardio and a yoga class?
Yeah.
Maybe then.
Wow. (Silence) Why?
Because if I allow my brain the freedom to dream, the terrors that return to me in those moments might strip me of all knowledge of reason.  I can't let that happen.
Um, you know if you go without sleep, you'll go insane, right?
I'll take that chance.
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PC 11. Memory
Do you remember?
Oh yeah!  I can't believe you do!
I almost forgot.
Remember them?
Yeah, sigh.
Why sigh?
You didn't hear?
No.
Oh.
Check this out.
You still have that?
It's been ages.
Those were such great times.
I can't believe it's been so long.
Seems like it was only yesterday
We were so young.
Look at us now.
All grown up.
Yeah.
Do you remember?
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PC 10. Breathe Again
Some days it's easier to breathe than others...
Have you ever felt like you were standing still
While everyone else was speeding around you?
Yeah, it's like that.
Or how about watching a waiter fill glasses,
But his decanter running out, just as he gets to yours.
It's that empty aching realization
That for this moment,
You are utterly, hopelessly
Alone.
Color drains out of the landscape
And that someone has wrapped bands around your chest
Forcing the air out, like the vacuum of space.
You are physically unable to take a deep breath
And panic only makes it worse.
You want to relax, but cannot
Teeth clenching, jaw tight
You reach for that one addiction you can submerge yourself into
And pray
Please just let the ache go away.
Let the hurt lesson to bearable
Just allow me, one last time
One final goodbye
So that I can
Breathe again.
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tzufysh Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
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Your welcome for the support. Just for the record, I certainly should be thanking you, for it has been my pleasure.
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thank you for being so supportive of all my creative endeavors - it really means a lot to me. :hug:
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